Well, I am in love with a fairy tale. An old friend/lover gone forever due to negligence towards her and myself. Some times I wonder if it is the Idea of her or the thought of her. That may sound like a repeating sentence but it isn't. I don't know how to explain and to lazy to google it. All though the only thing I know is I miss her and I am sorry for what I have done. I acted reckless and out of control with no thought of what could gr wrong. If I could go back and change what I have done, I would. Most of my modern friends know I wouldn't change my parts of the past because if I did I wouldn't know all of these things and wont be able to help whoever and myself. From one regret to one good future. I leave all of me to you the people.